Since I have been advised to stay at home to wait out my pregnancy, I finally have the chance to check my blog. My gosh! My last update was 2 months ago! Yet again, this proved how time flies with anticipation.
I am due in 2 days and suffer from mild pregnancy hypertension. Am I excited? To be honest, I think I am more impatient than excited at this point. The weight of my baby bump is taking a toll out of me. I kept waking up every hour or 2 throughout the night. It seems like a decent straight 4 hours slumber is no longer possible. I am anxious about how my BP affects the health of my baby. I am easily irritated and I just want to get it over and done with! Basically, just pop already!
Actually, I have been rather lucky throughout my entire pregnancy. No morning sickness, cravings or any unreasonable mood swings or depression. I was jolly all the way till now… I have to concur that the last 2 weeks of a pregnancy is the hardest. It’s like, so near yet so far! You are like a walking time bomb just waiting to pop.
In terms of weight, I have not been as lucky as some. My total weight gain up till now is 23 kg. The only consolation that I’ve got is that 95% of my weight gain is due to water retention. I know cause honestly, if I could be seen physically, I am one swollen walking Michelin twins.
So, I believed in 2 days time, my doctor will induce the birth of my first born cause it is time. He is a very mature fetus by now as he is 40 weeks old. I am just crossing my fingers that I will be able to deal with whatever pain that is gonna hit me. If all fail, just give me the bloody Pethidine!!!
Posted by Jeri on November 8, 2009 at 12:09 am
hehe just read this after you’ve popped- perspective, perspective… Hey, its over & done with now !!!!